I Am Tired!

I am tired

Of this struggle

Of getting up early in the morning

Everyday with a harsh tone of the warden

I am tired 

Of everyday struggle

Of the pathetic food here

which never fills up my hunger

I am tired 

Of standing for several minutes

With a heavy bag on shoulders 

In the killing summer for the bus

I am tired 

Of going to college

Searching for familiar faces

To keep me out of the blue

I am tired

Of finding myself

Different from the crowd

And pretending to be same as them

I am tired

In the evening, when I come back

To where I don't know 

Because I don't have a home here

I am tired

But when I reach I can't take rest

Because there are people who need

To find peace in my pain.

I am tired 

Of dreaming to hear some loving words

As here is nobody who understands my pain

Because for all the situation is same.

I am tired

And I cannot be creative

Because nothing in me wants to be creative

As I am simply tired

I am tired

Of laughing hillariously outside my room

Enjoying with mates. because when I am

Back in my room; I lie broken inside

As here is not my home

I am tired 

Of boosting myself up

As the future doesn't care 

If I am happy or sad

It just need efforts. 

But I am not ready to pay efforts

As I am simply tired.